There was really knitting. There was also studying and sadness-some related to the studying, some related to life events. I wrote up a “Pre-blog” post earlier this week when I needed a break, as grief is a beast that rears it’s ugly head eight years later as you are heading straight for finals week. I refuse to wallow, however, but I did allow myself a good cry on Sunday as I realized it was part of the funk I’ve been feeling/pushing aside lately. My mother passed away after complications due to a stroke(and generally being unhealthy) eight years ago this past weekend.

I’d finally gained formal acceptance into the motherless daughter club, only to find I wasn’t sure I wanted it. Well meaning friends and acquaintances said things like, “When my mother passed, I realized I could no longer call her to ask for a recipe.” They meant well, but I haven’t had that since my grandma passed on in my twenties. I learned to make my own recipes or use those handy books I collect to collect dust on my shelves. In the meantime, Let me just say, I’m avoiding most stores for the next two weeks, and I’ll make through dinner with dear James’ mom like a peach. It just won’t feel easy until it’s half over.

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Alas, progress report. I know you guys come here for the knitting. In the meantime, thanks for listening about my mom. Some days are harder than others. Same with knitting, right? Dear James has been instructed not to talk to me if he comes over and finds me working on these babies:-).

Terpander Socks (I hope these aren’t the photos I shared last week, I’ll get better ones to put up…right now I need to relax and take a true break).

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Almost makes me miss my dpns…but look!

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I got the heel turn done and formed this little cup, then I began the periscope of shaping the gusset. I’m ¾ of the way through the first repeat of the pattern as well. I love a little freedom, even if I have extra homework to start as I should be finished. But I got 100% on my Research Methods quiz! So, that’s my happy thought of the day.

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And tonight, I got to see my nephew play two characters in The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee. The kids did a good job with it. I had a good time watching it. In the meantime, my dear knitters, keep those needles flying!

Actually, I lost: Here’s the take from last week, Friday evening, I think…

The struggle is real…. See, I still have six more rows of forty stitches…. They’re almost done. I want them done on time(they will be), but I may run out of yarn in the meantime. At least on this roll…. I have some left from the other roll, and I will have to decide the best way to attach it(and hope it looks reasonable, but I think it’s gonna be close).

Back to the present…

It was close…so close, I technically lost. Luckily I did have some on the other roll and the blend doesn’t look too bad…I don’t think Lizzie noticed. She was mostly happy with the result and the warming birthday gift–though next time, I’ll have to make them bigger and let her hand them down to a mini-me. In the meantime, she’s got warm legs and a new purse and I’ve cast on the second sock….

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Cast on of new, but familiar purple socks….This is keeping my sanity hanging by a….nah….probably not after this week…

Yes, my purple socks are no longer suffering from second sock syndrome. I almost cast on the cowl I could use some days this February, but it’s been an exhausting week and I wanted something familiar. In addition, it was about time. Besides, I may be moving on to a hat this week for a friend, if she remembers the yarn. I’m half tempted to go pick out yarn for her and just make it. We’ll see what happens.

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Squib, snuggling a favorite sweater that I hope will one day match the Terpander socks I don’t have an updated photo of….

As for the pretty pink Terpander socks, I sought out advice on http://www.knittingparadise.com and was told my ladders(once I got a good enough photo of them) looked just fine. I’ve yet to start the second heel as it’s been a busy and stressful week. I’ve made it through three exams in two days and somehow still found energy to write this blog tonight….

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Current progress on the second sock…

I probably just need sleep, but there was Valentine’s day this week and my dear James treated me to dinner, and(I forgot to get the photo), not one book, but two–he really does know the way to my heart and keeping me up past my bedtime. And yes, it is the signed, hardcover first edition of Echoes in Death by J.D. Robb and it’s just as gripping as the others in the series. I love this series.

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Because if I took J.D. Robb to class, I wouldn’t get any studying done, at least, not until I finished the book. I might not even leave when class was done…

In the meantime, I’d better keep up on next week’s homework, and hope the article I have to choose from some specific type of journal with a specific type of format….but clear as mud to me is finally a correct one and I can get the summary done. Perhaps we should just have to read academic journals and keep a record of summaries of one of their articles as they are published–sounds like a better exercise than finding articles on any topic you want, only to repeatedly hear, “Not that one.” Alas, such are the woes of an undergrad…back to knitting and reading, right after I accomplish some more homework so I don’t have to do it all on Sunday.

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How the fairies hid my place markers from me…they don’t have to work very hard at this, you see….

“And, why did she take photos of the place markers?” Why, yes. Yes I did. The fairies finally returned them.

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For now, they’re safely tucked into the pocket of my knitting bag. I wonder how long that will last….